Wednesday, 7 December 2011

Erase and rewind, leave that sick girl behind...

You live, and you die.

So whats the point in it all?

Its scary how easy it is for me to think about giving up.

The thing is, I can't. 

This is it. This is what I have to do. I don't have a choice.

And maybe thats the hardest thing. I don't get to choose.

So, I don't think I'm brave. I don't think I'm special. I don't think I'm any more deserving than anyone else. 

I would like it to go away now.  But it wont.

I just have to wait for my next remission. Or my next pain less day.

I look forward to you.

I'm waiting for you.                fast forward

We will have a good day :) 

Please come soon.  

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