You live, and you die.
So whats the point in it all?
Its scary how easy it is for me to think about giving up.
The thing is, I can't.
This is it. This is what I have to do. I don't have a choice.
And maybe thats the hardest thing. I don't get to choose.
So, I don't think I'm brave. I don't think I'm special. I don't think I'm any more deserving than anyone else.
I would like it to go away now. But it wont.
I just have to wait for my next remission. Or my next pain less day.
I look forward to you.
I'm waiting for you. fast forward.....fast forward
We will have a good day :)
Please come soon.